hey i love you again i am sorry i still have slight hestitations and fears with you but i am sure they will melt away soon today was a relazing tv and swimming alone day tonight i 50 gosh when ever i think of it i feel sick and my head hurts i want it to be wonderful like but i have feelings like that it is exactly going to be like, and i dont drink and i will miss the people i care about because they are all far away and hmm its like whatever i do at a given time i pour myself into like i fully involve everything i am into things for instance when i watch a movie i feel it and fall in love with the main characters and feel what they feel and when i talk to people i let all of who i am out and soak in and understanding of what they project as themselves, i miss talking to you, it seems somewhat distant now and i dont like it i feel sorta like alone in the world but life is ticking now so its hard but dont lose touch with me i love you so and it hurts my heart ahh yes i do agree i like those that was funny hmm i am sleepy and upset and i just got back from over night and i am sorta wishing my life would end tomorrow because i dislike everything so much right now sorry but life isnt being nice to me recorded in sky tick tock's LiveJournal:

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Wednesday, January 26th, 2033
8:36 pm	teach me more with each passing hour by your side i know i will cower is it true that you have the power to capture this moment in time Current Mood: so i won't have to speak Current Music: Maria Nayler - Naked and Sacred )-(35 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
7:35 am	YFX-M56 Core Splendor  \ Hello, I sent the item by SAL today. It arrives in about 2-3 weeks. Thank you, Katsuhiko Anno ------------------ Active Corporation Hikari21 #701 1-13-9 Nishihonmachi Nishiku Osaka city, Osaka 550-0005 JAPAN  | )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Tuesday, May 13th, 2008
7:46 am	clean as a whistle \ welcome to the New World Order  \ the Kingmaker Current Mood: loyal )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Sunday, May 11th, 2008
7:35 pm	screenshot of my desktop \ ( w/ True Launch Bar by Tordex ) | free windows [start] killer )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
5:58 pm	wireless heaven  \ Give Mom some time to relax – order new Tuscani Pastas and dinner is done! Finally, restaurant quality pasta delivered right to your door with no cooking. Try both delicious flavors – Meaty Marinara or Creamy Chicken Alfredo. Feeds 4 and comes with 5 breadsticks for only $11.99. She'll love it! Don't forget to share! Forward this email message to your friends and family so they can take advantage of this great offer. Prices, participation, delivery charges and areas may vary. 2XTuesday Deal: Tuesdays Only Buy any large pizza at regular menu price and get a second large pizza of equal or lesser value free. BUY NOW! Current Music: mom )-(1 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Friday, May 9th, 2008
7:12 am	at manufacturer’s specifications  \ “and the way of a man with a maiden.” )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Thursday, May 8th, 2008
6:42 am	good read \ . “Not choice, but habit rules the unreflecting herd,” William Wordsworth said in the 19th century  )-(1 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Friday, May 2nd, 2008
3:12 am	Compuserve, my love | "What's exciting is that people are building new social systems, new systems of review, new systems of governance. My hope is that those will produce... new ways of working together effectively and fairly which we can use globally to manage ourselves as a planet. The comments came on the anniversary of the announcement by CERN on April 30, 1993 that, the World Wide Web could be used by everyone, after Berners-Lee and a colleague persuaded their bosses to provide the program code for free.  The web -- of which the abbreviation www forms the start of all online addresses -- is now the ubiquitous network via which information is shared on the Internet. An estimated 165 million websites now exist, the BBC reported. Robert Cailliau, who worked with Berners-Lee to open up the web, stressed that not all the bosses at CERN were in favour of making the web universally accessible.  Competing technologies -- such as Gopher developed at the University of Minnesota in the United States -- were also offering a way of connecting documents on the Internet, he said. If they had put a price on it like the University of Minnesota had done with Gopher then it would not have expanded into what it is now.  The World Wide Web is still only in its infancy, its British inventor Tim Berners-Lee says "We would have had some sort of market share alongside services like AOL and Compuserve, but we would not have flattened the world." Cheers to that thought mate, you really changed the world. " )-(2 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Thursday, May 1st, 2008
9:14 pm	can't make that correlation though, since that would be racist \ *it makes so much sense to vote democrat [your typical meathead city mayors above] **violent crime increased tremendously with drug use. Drug use is frequently a form of self-medication for mental illness. [ask your local probation officer] ***NYC not on the list...must be the "zero tolerance" policy enforced by Rudy Giuliani  + "The original Republican party" felt the same way, he said. "Abraham Lincoln called for African-Americans to be deported back to Africa."   Current Mood: interdictor )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Tuesday, April 29th, 2008
3:18 am	ballmer xp |   )-(1 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Saturday, April 26th, 2008
5:40 am	hired chinese haXstaHs versus The French  |   about power )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Friday, April 25th, 2008
9:28 pm	Riddle Box       ( sealed ) Current Music: Dark Lotus )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Thursday, April 24th, 2008
10:10 pm	only God would know the reasons but i bet He must have had A Plan  \ \ pisces & cancer Current Mood: table for two on a tv tray Current Music: these chords & the truth )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008
2:26 am	)project diapholom(  \ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Origen | http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psaltery \ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phaistos_Disk | http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dropa * sample  = = James 3:7-12 “7 For every kind of beast and bird, of reptile and sea creature, can be tamed and has been tamed by mankind, 8 but no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. 9 With it we bless our Lord and Father, and with it we curse people who are made in the likeness of God. 10 From the same mouth come blessing and cursing. My brothers, these things ought not to be so. 11 Does a spring pour forth from the same opening both fresh and salt water? 12 Can a fig tree, my brothers, bear olives, or a grapevine produce figs? Neither can a salt pond yield fresh water.“  +   Current Music: δαμάζω )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Sunday, April 20th, 2008
4:36 am	set  \ CPU  Intel Core 2 Quad Q6600 Overclocked to: 3.2GHz* CPU Cooling  Arctic Cooling Freezer 7 Pro Intel CPU Cooler  Motherboard  Asus P5K-C Motherboard  Memory  4GB DDR II 800 Vista Performance Platinum (2GB x 2) (OCZ)  Video Card  Sapphire ATI Radeon HD 3870 512MB DDR4  Sound Card  Creative Sound Blaster X-FI Xtreme Audio PCI EXPRESS Internal Blue  Hard Drive 1  Western Digital 250GB 7200RPM 16MB Cache Serial ATA  Hard Drive 2  Seagate 250GB 7200RPM 16MB Cache Serial ATA  Network Adapter  Onboard Network Adapter  Case  NZXT Rogue Crafted Series w/ Blue Light Case  Power Supply  Seasonic S12 Energy+650Watt ATX Power Supply  Operating System  Microsoft Windows Vista Home Premium 64 bit )-(2 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Friday, April 18th, 2008
2:33 pm	Custer is a rural county in the western part of Oklahoma \ "When she failed the drug screen, she disclosed that she had been having sex with Sheriff [Burgess] and that he had promised her that he would protect her and keep her from going back to jail," the documents stated.  democrats imbibe on drugs to further confuse themselves & another member of the 'solid track record' club (flipping properties like obama & "Rev." Wright yo!)[yes, we can! shit where we eat!] i've always suspected newark is fucked because it has the x-factor like detroit  (he seemed really happy during his radio interview too lol come february we celebrate again!) )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Wednesday, April 16th, 2008
4:57 am	hillary's soft scorpio underbelly \  |   Current Music: Bryan Adams – Have You Ever Really Loved a Woman? )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
9:55 pm	not to be missed \ ____Who knew the combination of plump tomatoes, demerara sugar, sea salt, spices, cayenne pepper and lemon juice could really change this special sauce. | Current Mood: costing 3x Current Music: After twelve long months of perfecting the recipe )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
5:12 am	gold frame astray  \ \ From Audacity of Hope:  “I will stand with the Muslims should the political winds shift in an ugly direction.”  |   )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Monday, April 14th, 2008
5:16 am	typical crime by a typical idiot ......(vote Obama, btw)  \ oh and the MTA is being run by the left tail of The Bell Curve (typical typical ya'll) congestion, increased fare, harlem stations typically smell because a typical race enjoys leaving their typical signature piss yo (but...he tried to save him)   liberal monks are the key  \ however, we recognize this charge as the keystone of the Marxist interpretation of the history of science.  \ 5. The g factor correlates with a number of biological factors like height, myopia, lightness of hair and eyes, and an inability to taste phenylthiocarbamide (please don't ask me to tell you what that means; I don't even know how it tastes). It is linked to a sense of humor, creativity, memory, supermarket shopping, and talking speed.  This g factor is also inversely related to criminality, welfare dependency, social conservatism, dogmatism, impulsivity, truancy, smoking, untruthfulness, and obesity.  \ 9. Men and women are of equal intelligence. Numerous studies and analysis show no measurable difference in their g (although black women are smarter than black men by some 3 points). Men are better at visuospatial and mathematical tasks, while women are better verbally and with short term memory.  | But you who are strong and swift, see that you do not limp before the lame, deeming it kindness. You are good in countless ways, and you are not evil when you are not good, You are only loitering and sluggard. Pity that the stags cannot teach swiftness to the turtles. In your longing for your giant self lies your goodness: and that longing is in all of you. But in some of you that longing is a torrent rushing with might to the sea, carrying the secrets of the hillsides and the songs of the forest.                                                            -Kahlil Gibran  i dunno but according to the stars between may 27 to june 3 lol obama Current Mood: cool Current Music: The Stronghold )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Friday, April 11th, 2008
6:26 am	mental hamburger  \ WASHINGTON (AP) - During a day-long session on Capitol Hill, General David Petraeus fielded questions from Democrat lawmakers ranging from the insipidly puerile to the monumentally retarded as he explained why it would be necessary to retain current troop levels in Iraq. "Why should we put all this effort into Iraq," asked Missouri Democrat Ike Skelton, "when doing so prevents the U.S. from effectively preparing for other conflicts and puts at risk the United States' ability to defeat those most likely to attack?" Gen. Petraeus told Skelton that Iraqis were ACTUALLY attacking, and were thus deemed a higher priority than any hypothetical likely attackers made up by sniveling liberal defeatists as a cute way of attempting to score political points. "Besides," added the General, "the only way America's ability to defeat an enemy could actually be put at risk would be if God himself whimsically chose to tweak the laws of physics so as to make nuclear fission impossible." Mugging for the cameras, Senator and leading presidential candidate Barack Obama suggested what he called 'a practical exit strategy'. "When I was in high school - back when they still called me Barry and I looked even more like Urkel than I do now - people used to tape 'kick me' signs on my back. This proved to be a very effective method of getting people to kick me. So why don't we just put 'don't shoot me' signs on the backs of our troops and run away?" Petraeus pointed out the obvious flaw in Obama's theory, noting that the 'don't ask me stupid questions' sign Petraeus had worn to the hearings had been a 'dismal failure'. However, he DID encourage Obama to wear 'kick me' signs at every opportunity in the future. "All your strategies are interesting," said Senator Ted Kennedy (D-Mass.), "but they all seem to result in an American victory. We want America to lose. Do you have any strategies that will make America lose?" Gen. Petraeus assured the Senator from Massachusetts that, although he didn't currently have such a strategy, he would definitely be thinking about how America could lose the war when he voted on November 4th.  Hopeheads = Typical liberal people   (Barackakaka kaka - Disciples of our Lord and Savior) The BORG* *Barak Obama's Rabid Groupies - "Kill Whitey!" *Also, I hear mortgage companies are then giving the families HIV which the mortgage companies made in their labs. It kinda seems that making people default on loans and spending money on diseases to use on your customers is a poor business model, but I guess that's why we need Obama to fix things.  \ get ready for the black Hillaryya'll |    *Maybe the mortgage companies should include an IQ test as part of the loan application "and he will bail everyone out from the debt they have accrued through ignorance, stupidity, or just the audacity to hope that they could pay a mortgage that was 9/10 their income." -Obama Biblia [:':Wright version translated.:;]  \  (<a specie of a consensus-driven European) Current Mood: ButI'maNobelPeacePrizewinner!! Current Music: Barachtung babies - DJ Corinthian )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
4:05 am	your gay second best \ \ )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Wednesday, April 9th, 2008
4:44 am	because we define it as valuable \ The U.S.   abandoned   gold in 1933, after which its dramatic recovery immediately began. The same happened after Italy dropped the gold standard in 1934, and for Belgium when it went off in 1935. On the other hand, the three countries that stuck with gold through 1936 (France, Netherlands, and Poland) saw a 6% drop in industrial production in 1935, while the rest of the world was experiencing solid growth  " Ah, things just aren't like they used to be. That car in the '50s didn't have air conditioning, power steering, power brakes, and turn signals were an option. In 1956 our family took its first trip to the Rockies. Every car had a canvas bag of water straped to the radiator so that water could be added when the car overheated, and you didn't drive far without seeing many cars stopped with their hood up. Tires lasted 15,000 to 20,000 miles. The house that was so cheap was probably 1,000 square feet with one bathroom, no garage, yada yada. In 1964 consumables comprised 43% of personal consumption expenditures compared to 29% last quarter. This is the cost of food, clothing and energy. The cost of durables (vehicles, appliances and furniture) totaled 14% of personal consumption expenditures in 1964 versus 12% now. If you want to buy a vehicle for $12,000 it is both available, and better than most of the 1950's vehicles. in 1967 I received a bonus of a month's salary. I used the entire month's salary to buy our first color TV. Want to compare that to my new High Def - Get real - Enjoy life. Bill" Americans own assets of $62 Trillion Dollars, owe $11 Trillion in debts to leave a net worth of $51 Trillion. This net worth increased by $4 Trillion Dollars in the past 4 quarters. Household savings is $4.7 Trillion and Consumer debt is $3 Trillion. In the face of real economic progress, folks sit around talking about standards of living going down because college tuition has gone up. Do you think that maybe college tuition has gone up because millions more are willing to pay for this luxury?  the possibility that some other  technology  will increase the gold supply is real enough.   "Young is the one that plunges in the future and never looks back." -Milan Kundera Current Mood: my talents Current Music: your talents )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
2:43 am	Please Ho'Bama, Don't Hurt 'Em \      Current Music: Too Legit to Quit )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Tuesday, April 8th, 2008
3:13 am	How much air do you want to move?? [5x120mm]  \ Current Mood: ultra kaze fans [133cfm] )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Sunday, April 6th, 2008
5:59 am	sub | Current Mood: saw )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Saturday, April 5th, 2008
9:29 am	the political party w/ a SOLID TRACK RECORD of shitting where they eat  \ Current Music: warm garbage )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Friday, March 28th, 2008
7:56 am	that one fish   )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
5:49 am	Think Different (Security in obscurity  \ you're   still   stupid  )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
3:50 am	gene targeting \   Current Music: Superior Evolutionary Element Destined-factor )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Thursday, March 27th, 2008
10:06 pm	to all my neighbors you got much flavah _ )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
7:05 am	active mode  \ \ G-d )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
3:10 am	had twin sons, one of whom died of leukemia  \ free priority shipping | clinton in denial  \ "That is, if you can't give a man the bottom line in five minutes, forget it."  (:Þ)   prank that stupid apple fanboy w/ this desktop background \ Do we really need another spinning format?  "Revere those things beyond science which really matter and about which it is so difficult to speak." — Werner Heisenberg "Science arose from poetry--when times change the two can meet again on a higher level as friends."  —Johann Wolfgang von Goethe Current Mood: blue )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Wednesday, March 26th, 2008
3:29 am	who also invented the time bomb  \   Current Music: air supply lasted a mere 30 minutes )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Tuesday, March 25th, 2008
6:10 am	islam & most democrats are earth-problems  and here is the solution: \ you know how some guy claims he's read the bible several times early on & still get it wrong? well you get a  filthy mouth  +   listening to NIN = typical russian retard (or a homo who closet-viscerally hates women) but i dare anyone to regularly use an electric toothbrush & suck on NIN > what are you so pissed about? a toothache? )-(2 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
1:19 am	obaMamorons transform!  \ we're gonna inspire(definition 2 intransitive) the lair  of them smarter  decepti[quad-core]ronPaulbots & rescue princess gay-yeah  ^-^  \   Current Mood: unicron )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Monday, March 24th, 2008
2:40 am	The Psyche  \ The soul can split the sky in two, And let the face of God shine through. -Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892-1950), U.S. poet. Renascence, st. 8. Man's unhappiness, as I construe, comes of his greatness; it is because there is an Infinite in him, which with all his cunning he cannot quite bury under the Finite. -Thomas Carlyle (1795-1881), Scottish essayist and historian.  Teufelsdröckh, in Sartor Resartus, bk. 2, ch. 9 (1833-34). Once conform, once do what other people do because they do it, and a lethargy steals over all the finer nerves and faculties of the soul. She becomes all outer show and inward emptiness; dull, callous, and indifferent. -Virginia Woolf (1882-1941), British novelist.  The Common Reader, "Montaigne" (First Series, 1925). There is no real teacher who in practise does not believe in the existence of the soul, or in a magic that acts on it through speech. -Allan Bloom (1930-92), U.S. educator, author.  The Closing of the American Mind, Preface (1987). Instead of being at the mercy of wild beasts, earthquakes, landslides, and inundations, modern man is battered by the elemental forces of his own psyche. This is the World Power that vastly exceeds all other powers on earth. The Age of Enlightenment, which stripped nature and human institutions of gods, overlooked the God of Terror who dwells in the human soul. -Carl Jung (1875-1961), Swiss psychiatrist. The Development of Personality  (1934; repr. in Collected Works, vol. 17, para. 302, ed. by William McGuire, 1954). Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. -Oscar Wilde (1854-1900), Anglo-Irish playwright, author. Lord Henry,  in the The Picture of Dorian Gray, ch. 2 (1891). )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Sunday, March 23rd, 2008
11:52 pm	this is really cool for the young & impressionable (who want to be cool) \ http://jameth.livejournal.com/4063173.html?thread=74185669#t74185669 [read first comment]  "Certainly the Reverend Martin Luther King didn't talk like that."  how do you want your mars-gevurah served to ya?  \ | Current Mood: TEH Ultimate Lifestyle Current Music: binah-saturn "you're so cool" )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
10:56 pm	red mobile suit versus candidate of 'hope' |   Current Mood: aegis )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
9:14 pm	vote for change  \ )-(5 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
7:31 pm	'liberal' merman who abuses sexual favors & her sacred trust  |      _ )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
6:45 pm	10 minutes or less  \ That’s only possible for someone who has gone through the four stages of learning: Unconscious incompetence: doesn’t know that (s)he doesn’t know. Conscious incompetence: knows that (s)he doesn’t know. Conscious competence: knows what (s)he knows and knows what (s)he doesn’t know. Unconscious competence: knows that (s)he knows. )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Saturday, March 22nd, 2008
3:57 am	swissgear  \ “finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.” -Ephesians 6:10-11 (KJV) )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
2:43 am	6 pieces  \ )-(8 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Friday, March 21st, 2008
5:39 am	12% of the population will buy this refrigerator magnet (& 33% OF THE DEMOCwelfareRATIC PARTY TOO..)  \    survey says this will be a hit in the prison demographic y'all )-(2 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
4:30 am	sailing i'm sailing home  \   )-(5 words combined that can't make sense . . . foreign life forms inventory)-(
Wednesday, March 19th, 2008
11:44 pm	egyptian slave owner descendant sings japanese  \    Zahi Hawass, an Egyptian antiquities expert, sparked outrage among some black Americans this week when he said King Tut was not black.   in the  hope of realizing a much larger gain )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
3:02 am	enslaving stuff black people do only happen in Egypt  \ obama was easily duped by 'Reverend' wRight (therefore he is stupid?) obama easily becomes president is then easily duped by iran, china, the soviets -invests in the euro BUT obama is   not   stupid therefore, obama is a liar did you follow this? oh wait you're just a homosexual who loves the urge, cockatoobutt vote for  ^change^~ |> tired of  pussy? -shove it in the butt! ] hope of unimaginable pleasure predisposing genetic factor wins... love always The Corinthians *kiss*  did you know obama's wife's salary tripled after he got elected senator? from a non-profit even* dat's deserved & reserved Negro Privilege™ you guilty damnable dumb white trash folks will never get not in this lifetime lolz 4:20 puff Sen. OBama (D. Ill.) - "My poor wife was only making $120k per year until she got the respect she deserved...and got a living wage of $316k. Now, to some folks that may sound like a lot of money...but not to me..."   michelle obama is so alone in her frustration  & disappointment in America [*a non-profit organization doesn't mean the worker from janitor to CEO do not get a salary and in the case of the Red Cross - the CEO there earned $651,000 in 2003] dénouement of obama  [if anything  -rap music & ebonics  kept kids dumb]  but still the white folks' fault!  did you notice your vocabulary stayed the same or got worse after [re]reading all those dumb volumes of harry potter, dumbledore?  the 'holocausted' jews wrote some of the best literature in english, not yiddish so what the fuck, mexicans, why can't you integrate nicely with our phone prompts? what is your excuse to PRESS [2]?  There are Italian restaurants and Irish bars & Russian Бардак -explains everything about the differences among ethnic groups  Бархотка  Блядун  Бубенцы Буфера  Быдло Current Mood: Болт Current Music: Болото )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Monday, March 17th, 2008
3:59 am	surveillance, social networking, and cloud computing  \   Current Mood: digital footprint Current Music: digital shadow )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(
Sunday, March 16th, 2008
6:15 pm	pro-choice women are the happiest of the bunch \ http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/life_and_style/health/article3559486.ece Current Music: just a minor medical procedure la lala )-(foreign life forms inventory)-(

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