May 21st, 2002

the neden game

in my wallet i keep this picture of two pandas
they're both sitting but not facing each other
one is leaning on the other while the other sits straight
the one leaning is chewing on a bamboo stick while the other is eating a bamboo leaf

i also have in there a coin worth 5 francs
and a green dunlop guitar pick which a friend since kindergarten gave me
he died from three kinds of cancer when he drank contaminated water from a lavatory
there was some remission ya know how a scorpio has these regenerative qualities
like they hold the secret to life and then he conked out

oh and another pic which is folded behind a folded yellow intermediate paper of goals
it's a picture of a man or woman i dunno her face is covered with twirled folded clothe
embracing a well covered baby whose body is arched outwards gasping for breath
they are both lying on the first step of a concrete stair
both dead victims of chemical weapons i'm surprised i still have it here

i don't use a pick to play guitar so the sound isn't fine
but i can pluck it with the left thumb really loud and fast
so i guess that plastic pick in the wallet is for cases like
when a friend wants to play guitar but he doesn't have a pick
or maybe he'll just use a coin because one time somebody borrowed that alligator pick
and an edge was chipped off grrr i DUNNO!
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well all these niggers-with-attitude
i'm sorry but your extinction is inevitable
and if anyone else sides with them well let's wait and see
oh africa is such a big place and the first one to go will be michael jordan
and then jesse jackson and the rest of the black judges
hmm i'll also include al sharpton well got to go to work now
this is a nice long range goal i don't want to carry anymore of this white man's burden manipulation as i would not be a slave so i would not be a master
smile black literature i will be invisible to the lower frequencies
and the dark lady smiled meekly when i nodded my head and softly said "bye.."

you take a mortal man
and put him in control
watch him become a god
watch peoples heads roll

the earth starts to rumble
world powers fall
a peaceful man stands tall

goodbye 1000 times goodbye
the thought never crossed my mind
that this would be my last goodbye
let me put pennies on your eyes
and kiss your lips one last goodbye
my love 1000 times goodbye

you built walls to protect you so no one will infect you
pursued by those out there that vanish in thin air
come a long way to find what you really left behind
you don't know when the end is but it's coming fast

what's yours is mine and what's mine is mine too
if you shake my hand better count your fingers

what if i do get caught? what if there is no judgment?
if i'm right i lose nothing, if you're right i lose it all
i ought to get caught because i'm doing something wicked
i'm guilty haunted by my fear and the only consequences
are dread and the fugitive mind
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